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Saturday, 12 September 2009
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Aisan Poses....
LOL! I find Asian poses kinda funny, and wonfoo productions made a perfect video for it.
Sunday, 30 August 2009
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Pan Kun and Magic....
Something really funny I came across, this is Pan Kun a chimp in Japan. He is awesome he even has a dog friend, and they interact and do everyday things.
Today he is treated to a magic show, and his reaction is funny!!
Wednesday, 12 August 2009
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Another Up And Down Day....
My girlfriend and I had several talks lately about where we are headed... As usual I'm the one who starts the "talk".. After some back and forth, about what she wants and what I want in a relationship... I hope that I can meet her needs, I really don't want her to change.. I want her to be herself... I don't want to stress her out... I want to be the best person for her... I'm not a person that would want to change a person...
But our talk brought up alot of uncertainties.... But I hope that I could put her at ease... I really do care for her.. And I know she cares for me... But I hope she can figure it out for herself... I just want her to be happy :)
At the same time, I've started and opened a new office in Toronto.. And not even a month in.. I'm looking to move my office to Vaughn... I know it sounds crazy but hear me out... In my contract for the office, I made sure that I had an option to sub lease my space in case I wanted to move my office... So I won't be stuck there for 5 years.. (PheW!) Thank god!
But I have to find someone to sublease to.... Hopefully it will be an easy transition... My office building is full and is fully occupied.. So I guess its a prime spot... I don't want to move so soon but...
I save money on parking thats $400 a month, I get twice the space for the same amount of money.. Thats some built office spaces (so I don't need to have office cubicles, everyone can have their own office), I have storage, and a showroom upstairs. With that alone is good, I can expand and have more people without cramping each other's space... And at the same time I save a little money.. For an office vehicle!
But here is what it looks like,
Entrance
Main Hallway (Notice the offices left and right)
Upstairs Showroom (option for more office space)
Storage Rooms (or more office space)
Well, this is one of the places I'm looking at... Still looking for other options.. But I really like this space.. It relatively close to home, and close to my baby.. Alot of places to eat...
So these couple of months will see how it ends up.. Hope I have a productive month!!
Tuesday, 11 August 2009
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Ups and Downs....
Its a long day at the office today... Very uneventful.....
The slow day made it a little worse, just so many thoughts going through my head... Really trying to supress them... We'll see how this week plays out...
Going to the gym.... Thats all I can do right now....
Sunday, 09 August 2009
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Honesty....
Its has been a trying couple of weeks, since baby came back....
I've been losing a ton of sleep, for the past 3 days.. There is a short little story about this... It started when my baby came back from HK... I didn't get to spend as much time with her as I like, because I wanted to give her the space she needed to adjust and unpack from her trip back from HK... And also to relax a little without having to entertain me...
A couple of days after she told me that she could see me during the night because she had plans to go to parties Thursday, Friday, Saturday... Being a little disappointed I agreed without putting a fuss.. But what she did was actually going to work.
She didn't tell me this cause she was afraid that I would get mad and angry at her for doing it... But actually we have discussed it over the phone when she was in HK about more than a month ago. I had no problems with it actually, its an experience so why not? It doesn't hurt anyone..
So by hiding this, I lost sleep in the last three days.. Usually she would call and check in with me telling me that she is ok and safe... But within the last days she hadn;t even done that, and I was upset at her for being so irresponsible which was not like her... We had a long chat about it, and she said she was sorry...
But the next night she did it again and the night after.... I've gotten to a point where I messaged her telling her that "I hope that she had fun at the party that she attended and hope she had fun flirting and sleeping with whomever she was with, and that I'm going over tomorrow to bring back my things." so basically I was ready to distance myself away from her... Because I thought to myself that if this keeps up I'm going to end up hurt... I wanted to end it.. Because she knew I had a 7 hour kendo practice the next day and a 2 hour practice the day after and yet she didnt' even call me...
I was upset!
But she told me today what she was really doing the last three days, and all I said was... "Oh.. ok babe" and that was it lol!!!
I guess she was a little surprised at my reaction, she thought it was going to be worse... But I told her that I already said it was ok for her to work and it was an experience taht I didn't want to take away form her..
As long as it doen't hurt anybody or me and herself, I'll support her.... But I hope that she know that I know what she is going through.. I was her age at one time and I understand... I really want to have trust in our relationship, I think it will make the realtionship healthier than it already is and will be less burden in out heads... And I hope that this will build a strong trustful realtionship....
I also hope that she knows I care for her very much...
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